Monday, November 8, 2010

The Voice inside my head

"wow a lot of people here look like they've done this before.. don't worry about that..run your own race"
"fucking cold, did I dress right... that would suck if I am totally uncomfortable.. I hope not"
"ok, this is good.. I'm going at a good clip"
"wow, this is cool Manch looks great from this venue"
"Is that a band I hear, how cool.. good tune.. thanks for coming out"
"Not so bad, i can do this"
"cute butt, I'll stay here for a while"
"running up that road..I 'm running up that hill"
"just finished a 5K, 8 miles to go"
"I thought their were lots of hills during the first 6, this isn't bad.. I think I can finish in 2 hours"
"Chia now"
"hummm.. thru the park.. trail run.. legs are a little heavy, groin .. dam..  no surprise"
"looks like lots of people hanging in Livingston Park.. awesome.. good energy boost.. groin tightening"
"running up that road, I'm running up that hill"
"Mile 7, Dee & Mon giving water.. come on Neil run fast, look good"
"down hill.. nice"
"Running up that road, I'm running up that hill"
"This chick keeps walking the hills, yet she catches up on the downhill.. groin hurting I'm slowing down.. come the fuck on.. lift your legs"
"I've run further than i've ever run.. uncharted territory"
"God Dam Groin.. call on The Bonds, Owlshead, Isolation.. you know the dill.. run thru the pain"
"Oh fuck I know this hill Derryfield Park!  Fuck!"
"Come the fuck on Neil .. I'm running up that hill"
"legs won't move like before so you need to move them with your mind.. come the fuck on"
"The finish is like the last legs of a hike.. it will come but not soon enough, but it will come"
"Shit, the walking hill girl is well in front, loosing time, but still on personal pace... move forward"
"Dan..hi.. nice.... 2 miles to go"
"Last hill.. come on Neil ..come.. the.. fuck.. on"
"Elm St... cool, looks awesome down there,, that's where i want to be.. dam.. I'll finish where I expected,  "finish!"
"finish!"
"finish!"
"On the runway..need more cheering peeps.. thought there'd be more here... but run as fast as you can.. pass that asshole ....and that one... and that one.."
"Fucking done!  Give me my aluminum thing"
"Yeah!!!!! "
(smile)